Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Surgery details

Got the call today that surgery is scheduled to begin a little after 1pm. We have to be there at 11:30. Surgery will last atleast 3 hrs and 1 hr in recovery. I will update tomorrow evening.

We arrived home at 5:30 this evening from fla. Leaving now for pittsburgh.


Pray for us. My emotions our doing summersaults right now.....

Amy

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

So do you think its ok if I am a little scared?

ok so not little scared but completely and totally freaked out of my mind! Ok so I know that God has already went before us and paved the way. I dont doubt for a minute that our God cant show up and show off but as a momma this is crazy. The fear for this surgery has always been there but it seems that it is getting very intense these days. I look at his precious face and I think what a true miracle he is. He has been such a blessing in our lives. But once again theres the fear. The fear of the unknown....
How long will the surgery take? What will the outcome be? Will they be able to close his gum? What will his scar look like? How will he be able to eat afterwards without his NAM? How much pain will my precious baby be in afterwards? I just have so many questions?
Part of me is actually looking forward to the surgery. Sounds crazy I know but people can be so cruel. I can't wait until his lip is joined together. Grant you I love his smile right now but when someone looks at me and says whats wrong with your baby? I want to slap them. I am thankful that he is not old enough to understand them. In my eyes he is already perfect but this will be an added bonus for him.
Ok I think I am rambling. My mind is just so full of thoughts this week. Dave is away at school this week which always creates choas. He arrives home Friday evening and we are heading out for flordia to move his parents stuff back here. We will arrive home Tuesday evening and we are due to report to pittsburgh tuesday night. I am pretty sure we have to be at the hospital at 7:30 wednesday morning. Just thinking about it I am getting crazy again.
Although I am scared let me make it clear that we trust GOD ALMIGHTY completely with our baby boy. I know that God has great plans for him. I am excited for the end result. Please lift our family up your your prayers. Our family will be seperated for the next couple of weeks. Isaiah will have steri strips across his lip for two weeks and will be in arm splints for three weeks. He will no longer have his NAM which will be a struggle regarding feeding issues. We will be at the hospital 2-5 days.

Good night... my mind and body is tired.

Boys will be boys...




we took a trip to the farm to see uncle Tim a couple weeks a go.


The kids sure had fun.

















Saturday, April 4, 2009

Is he too cute or what?










This was by far the best session I have ever had!!! It was so much fun. I can't load all the pictures but you can go to sears website and view them. Enjoy and let me know what ya think...
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Quick update from Pittsburgh

Things are going great so far and Moose has went back to his usual weight gain. He gained 10 ozs this week to put him at 17 pounds and 13 ounces.

They gave him a real good check over. He has been cranky for a few days and they wanted to make sure he wasn't trying to get sick. Everything seemed fine. I guess he's just a MAN, right?

Will have more pictures to add tonight.

Surgery on the 15th... YEAH!!!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

So I am a few days late...... My baby is 5 months old already!





























I can't believe that it has been five months since my little (well big) miracle came into this world. So much has happened. We have came so far. When he was born I kept thinking it will take forever for his surgery but here we sit two weeks away.





I took him to pittsburgh last thursday for his weekly appt. The had to make his NAM longer in the back because mister Isaiah has figured out that he can use his tongue to push it out. Last week was insane. It seemed liked we would put it in for him to push it out. We even lost it in the middle of the night one night. We searched for 30 minutes. I keep thinking how am I going to explain that one to the dr.



He weighed 17 pounds and 3 ounces.





I wanted to add some pictures for you to see how much he has grown. I sure hope you enjoy seeing pictures as much as I enjoy putting them on here....